I think about Garrett all the time but it's not the same as before. I don't have the gut-wrenching feeling of loss. I feel....peace.
BUT, I still think about him.
What new event would we be celebrating? End of school? Turning eight?
What would he look like? Still blonde? I hope so! I'm a little out numbered.
Would he be kind? Whiny? Tidy?
Would he still have that silly haircut? or would he want long hair like his brother?
I don't blog about it as much as I did. Not sure why.
I still miss him, but not as much. Mostly I wonder about him.
What is he doing now?
Does he hang out with Grandma Jones and Great Grandpa Jones?
Is he a missionary?
Can he read and write his name?
Does he watch us and wish he were here with us as much as WE wish he were?
Mostly I just look forward to when we will be together again, because I know we will.
The knowledge of the plan our Heavenly Father has for us, gives me the peace I finally feel.
1 comment:
I think about Garrett all the time too. He was such a fun little man. I can't wait to see him again.
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